Dare to cut off the line !

"Holding on or giving up?" That is probably the hardest question to respond, and the toughest moment to make a decision in a relationship, because whenever you want to give up, every memory of you and him just pop up in your thought, and there is an inner voice which keeps telling you that keep holding on, miracle would happen, you will deserve to be loved as you always wish for. But baby, sometimes you have to accept that all in all you only give yourself an excuses, you only tell yourself a lie for that temporary happiness.

Admitted it, he doesn't love you and It's time for you to move on.. It is not an easy thing to do, I know that. But baby girl, he doesn't love you the way you did, or he does love you only when he wants to, when he feels stresses, or even when he feels bored only. Sit back and think a bit closer to what he has done to you. He didn't even care how your days going, he didn't even worry about you as you did to him, he spent his days happily without even contact you, and that is not what love supposed to be. Even if his days were blue or beautiful, still you weren't the one he wanted to share with. He might needs a shoulder or a person to shares with, but that is not you for sure. Accept the truth that, you are his part time loves, his optional, his stressful reliefs only. You are not as important to him as what you thought, and you are not his special girl as you used to be.

Does he online everyday and night? Does his phone out of battery or run out of balance? Why does his name never appear on your mobile screen? Does he busy? I meant, does he really busy? You knows all the answers, right? And how did you feel to see he is online, but not for you? Still happy to give yourself excuses?

Baby girl, I feel you, I feel the pain you are handling right now, the tears that still rolling down across your cheeks. The both shaking hands that you are trying to hold its tight so that you can feel a little bit warmth. The heartbeat faster, and the complicated feeling that you're trying to deny the fact that he lost interests in you. The feeling of slowly dying because you know that you gonna lose your half part, I meant your most important person that you want to spend the rest of your life with. Your brain is stuck because all you know is you did your best to make it works, but hell none of your efforts could make sense.

Giving up is the most painful choice to deal with while actually your heart still wants that single person, now and forever in your life, but sometimes holding on is even worst. Probably, it is time for you to cut off the line, the line of expected miracle to happen, the line of one-side loved, the line of overlooked your self-valued.

It's not about how much you love him and how much you want him to stay in your life, but it's all about how much he loves you and wants to stay. You have no power to stop him regarding of his intention to leave, or his intention of separate ways with you. It's hurt I know, but what could you ask for more? Anything else you could do? There is no ways, right? Because you knew you did whatever it took to make this relationship works, and yeah still none of them make sense. So, it's time to let him go. Not because you don't love him anymore, because he doesn't love you. You have no idea how he lives his life happily without your presence, and probably that all what love supposed to do. When you truly love someone, all you want to see is his happiness and smiles even when it requires your absence.

My girl, never regret for this love, for your choice of chosen him over many other guys because none of them are useless. At least you and him made a lot of funny and silly moments together, or even worst moments as a couple life. It will automatically keeps you smile like an idiot whenever you miss him and recall all of your moments. It will becomes your lifetime amazing memories with whom you love the most.

Baby girl, no matter how he treated you, left you feel unwanted, hard to loved, or unlovable, but trust me, you are beautiful and lovable to someone else who appreciates you, you are precious to someone else who wishes to see you with a real smile. Never doubt yourself for not being good enough to be loved, or hard to be loved because you are not. You lost a guy who doesn't love, but he lost a girl who loves him more than herself. Life still goes on, just cherish your single life even harder, and the half part of you will arrive in someday, you don't have to search for his presence.